1. |
ToolBox
04:58
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I don't exist to you
Cus transparent is what I do
You don't see me babe
You see right through
Please shut up cus your silence is too loud
You speak to little and I can't stand the sound
Open your eyes cus you might see my soul
When will you realize that this shit's got its toll
Chorus:
Im a pawn in your board game
Getting bored cus its so lame
And there's no winners in this game
When your the one writing all the rules
So what I got, what I want to say is
Your all the same, just a bunch of tools
You don't own me, your not ready to,
Take what I got to give
So babe, run away from your fears,
You can't keep your heart steady,
You forgot how to love and live
Chorus:
Im a pawn in your board game
Getting bored cus its so lame
And there's no winners in this game
When your the one writing all the rules
So what I got, what I want to say is
Your all the same, just a bunch of tools
Bridge:
Love is an infinite resource on this earth
But the least employed or exploited
Whats happend, whats it worth,
When its the one thing on earth thats avoided
And oh how many tools must I collect in my box,
stuff under my bead for memories on a rainy day
Oh and the currency of this game
Paper bills of my heart and Im running out of money to pay
Chorus:
Im a pawn in your board game
Getting bored cus its so lame
And there's no winners in this game
When your the one writing all the rules
So what I got, what I want to say is
Your all the same, just a bunch of tools
Prove me wrong, prove me wrong, prove me wrong
Please shut up cus your silence is too loud
Oh and you speak to little
And I can't stand the sound . . .
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2. |
How This Is So
03:55
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Lyrics:
Lying in your arms, wrapped up so tight
Many miles away, yet I still feel the touch of that night
Soft fingertips caressing my skin
Smooth kisses hit my shoulder as the night begins
Chorus:
Then you looked me straight in the eye, a night so perfect I could die.
Your finger traces the curves down my back
A feeling so surreal, words I lack
Chorus:
Then you looked me straight on the eye, a night so perfect I could die
The notes of that night, oh they hit our ears
Every second that we had how I wish they were years
Chorus:
Then you looked me straight in the eye, a night so perfect I could die
When the sun opens its eyes, I must go
And we’re left wondering through distances wondering how this is so
Yes I have been wondering how this is so X2
I have been wondering how this is so
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3. |
I Will Walk
03:52
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Oh I’ve lived in darkness
Oh I’ve felt the pain
I’ve walked in shadows not to see again
I’ve been broken, a bombed nation, a crumbled temple to the ground, and oh my sun went down not to rise again
But there’s light in the end, so they say
Chorus:
Hold tight baby
Don’t lose your footin’
For what I’m puttin’
Into you is the passion of pain
And though I may hold out my hand and scream your name
Sometimes a road is better walked alone
So I will walk
And the dirty deeds that I have done,
I’m not proud of them all
Just some
And this uphill battle that I fight
Keeps going on and on and on through the night
Chorus:
Hold tight baby
Don’t lose your footin’
For what I’m puttin’
Into you is the passion of pain
And though I may hold out my hand and scream your name
Sometimes a road is better walked alone
So I will walk
Bridge:
Cus I can take this, I can carry this load,
Down that dark and lonesome road
I will walk
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4. |
Thank You
02:55
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Lyrics:
I said the heart break of time would mend the mind
but I've found some things never change
a continent away I get a letter from you and this is what you say
"it was cheating on you that made me realize I didn't wanna be with you so now we're through, now we're through"
Chorus:
And all I can say is Thank You, cus now I know who you really are, Thank You, cus you can't hold me from my dreams anymore, I'm a better person without you, and thats the only thing that was ever true, between me and you
I hope your happy with her, cus it will never last, your a cheater and always were,
I wanna see your face when I accomplish my dreams and your still on your ass as high as can be.
Chorus:
And all I can say is Thank You, cus I'm one man closer to the man of my dreams, Thank You, cus now I'm free from the burden of you and thats whats true so Thank You, Thank You
cus now I'm free from the burden of you so thank you, thank you, cus now I'm free from the burden of you, and how we're through
cus now
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5. |
At 1st Sight
04:20
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Lyrics:
Well you don't try to hid it and you always let me know
not afraid to let your feelings show
well you put your hand in mine and freeze all time, freeze all time and freeze all time
When we were little with scraped knees and bare feet, I could have never guessed that after all this time we'd meet
with lives changed and time gone by, and now we sit looking each other in the eye
Chorus:
Well people have been, have been through our lives,
each one good but never right,
and even thought time has passed us by,
I knew it with you at first sight, at first sight, at first sight
Well this thing that we have is as real as can be ya
its better than ever, we both see
So happy so free so you so so so so very me
Chorus:
Well people have been, have been through our lives,
each one good but never right,
and even thought time has passed us by,
I knew it with you at first sight, at first sight, at first sight
at first, at first, at first sight
well you want me to tell you when I knew, I said you want me to tell you when I knew
at first sight, at first sight, at first, at first, at first sight
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6. |
Without Getting Burnt
04:30
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Lyrics:
I feel so alone, in this God awful green bedroom that I pretend to call home, but I've lost that now, but why, but how
Cus I isolated myself on an unmapped island, and named it pity party for one, and I'm the only member of my club so no one can hurt me but there's no one to love
Chorus:
So where do I go on this rocky sea, for happiness thats not reliant on me
and how do I love, without gettin hurt, to touch the flame without getting burnt
Well I should really repaint these walls and run through the halls screaming at the top of my lungs, "Im Free, Im Free"
but to repaint the walls and run through the halls means to change the grand imperfections and reflections of me
and that just won't do cus I won't change me for you
Chorus:
So where do I go on this rocky sea, for happness thats not reliant on me
and how do I love, without gettign hurt, to touch the flame without getting burnt
alright enough BS and fear and postponing it with beer
oh wait may be I'll be fine if I chase fear with wine
alright lets be realistic now, that just won't due, I got to stick it through and sail away from this island, and learn
and learn to trust, and learn to trust, to trust, to trust you
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7. |
Make It Back
04:32
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Lyrics:
I'm not talking about shooting stars, or endless nights by candle light
Cus if I had one wish, I'd wish you here to me tonight
then I'd have the other piece of my heart
cus without you here it's restless and missing
a huge part
Chorus:
cus if I had you all around me for one breath of my existence i'd be home
and I could show you all the passion and love that can exist inside, so make it back to my side and i'll swallow my pride til them
make it back to my side, yaaa
Im not wishing on flowers anymore, or that prince charming would show up at my door, cus I found whats worth fighting for and thats you.
cus there a dime a dozen but only you are you and though your many miles away my memory still stands true of the essence of everything that you do.
Chorus:
cus if I had you all around me for one breath of my existence i'd be home
and I could show you all the passion and love that can exist inside, so make it back to my side and i'll swallow my pride til them
make it back to my side, yaaa X3
make it, back make it back to my side
make it back to my side mmmm ya
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8. |
Cruel Loves Got Me Beat
04:06
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Kristen DeBoer Seattle, Washington
My music is a window into my heart and soul. Through it I can express my inner most emotions about anything that empowers
me to sing and write. I hope to someday make a bigger difference in this world through my music. But for now I am thoroughly content sharing it with anyone who will lend an ear! Thanks for showin the love out there!
One big love to all,
Kristen
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